I’m in a holding pattern these days. I’ve had to reduce exercise for what has been diagnosed as Meniere’s Disease, a problem with the inner ear that causes dizziness, nausea and vertigo. It sort of stopped my exercise cold, kept me home for days because I didn’t feel like I could drive safely, and in general, messed up my life for a few weeks. The medications are helping, so I hope after the New Year, I can find some exercise that doesn’t require a great deal of balance or twisting motion!
I’ve not have a big appetite during the holidays – now that is something that is good! And it has been a bit easier for me to control over eating simply because most everything people bring to gatherings has dairy – which I can’t eat anymore. (This is NOT related to the Band.) It is a bit easier to say no when you think of the consequences of being sick the next day. I’ve had my moments, but on the whole, I’m within my calorie and quantity goals weekly.
All that to say, the holding pattern is in effect, meaning, I’m not losing those last 20 pounds! My journey to a size 12 is a little stalled at the size 14, with some size 12s fitting. So I’m close! I’m certainly healthier. Emotions have not caused me to overeat like they would have in the past. I’m more mindful of what I eat. I eat more slowly than ever before. I still have foods that I cannot eat.
So, it has been 27 months since surgery, and at least that long since bread, pasta or rice. Unbelievable! That is what I would have told you three years ago! But you adjust, and the importance of things change when your priorities change. I do get full with less food. I do have to watch what I eat, how well I chew, how fast I eat a meal. This will always be with me. Fast food is not an option for me unless it is a protein bar and fruit, or Wendy’s chili and a side salad.
Now ask me if it’s worth it.
Absolutely YES!! I can move, run, jump, climb, walk up stairs, bend, and so much more. I don’t have hip or knee pain, or arthritis, no more blood sugar and diabetes, my blood pressure is under control, my cholesterol is managed, and the list goes on. My quality of life is so much improved, that these little inconveniences are just that, little. And I would do it all over again, except I wouldn’t wait as long!
My goal right now is to NOT gain those 15 pounds during the winter like I did last year. I am just less active in the cold weather. So January, if the dizziness is under control, I need to find ways to move that burn calories and don’t mess up my inner ear.